#7

I have so many drafts, some of them are really long and the others are just uncomfortably honest.

I was thinking about the book Naomi, which to me has a more horrifying plot than any horror book. If there's something I truly hate, it's infidelity. I remember feeling sick to my stomach after reading the last parts of the book. I'm afraid if I ever loved someone that much, I would either act the same way Joji did, or I'd just straight up shoot myself in front of Naomi. But it's so scary to even think about. On Naomi's part: I'd rather kill myself than do what she did. So, if I was in that specific relationship, I'm killing myself :D

Jokes aside, it'd drive me crazy. 

My mind can't comprehend the logic behind cheating. It's pure evil.

Anyway, I did almost nothing today. I wish I could exercise or dance like I used to. But I'm physically so exhausted all the time, sometimes I can't even move my lips to sing a song. It's unbelievable how athletic I was until the start of this summer. 

I'm just going to practice some songs on my bass and watch Buffalo 66'.

Edit (23:04): I injured my pinky after playing "Miss Europa Disco Dancer" few times in a row. But I taught myself how to play it without my pinky >:) I might upload some videos here in the future, playing some manics riffs if i can stop butchering them on video.

(06:00) I... forgot to sleep... I realised it was 5:50 after hearing the morning adhan. WHYYY.

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