#6

 I've spent the whole day on my new chronological Manics playlist, it took 7 hours to finish. It could've taken less time, but I wanted to check the accuracy of it from multiple places, and I'm pretty sure it's still not close to being fully accurate. After finishing that, I had this need to listen to someone yap about the manics hours and hours on end. I decided to read articles and watch interviews, but it didn't cut it. Like any interest, there's an urge to share your passion and see others enjoy it the way you do. I can share it here and there, but I can't really satisfy the other part for some reason.

 My poor mum has to listen to me yap about interviews and music videos because I watch them on the living room television :D I'm surprised how she can stand my endless fun facts. 

(my cat, unable to sleep on my bed because of the loud music :ddd)

Just like the song, last night I dreamt that somebody loved me. funnily enough, I was a bit sad to wake up from it, but sometimes even imaginary love is enough to make you feel loved. I've been doing a lot better in the last few days. Trying to remove the shades I had over my eyes that prevented me from seeing the beauty that is life. Gotta cling to this mentality as long as I can, otherwise the winter won't bring me anything but my downfall. Lots of hugs and love <3

:)